Eauphoria

"You should go outside today, the weather's nice!" . . . The weather wasn't nice, it was grey, like any other day. I went to a park I loved, a place where I shared warm memories with certain individuals, friends... Only to ruminate and curse my existence.. Again. A cold ride, I'd avoid staring at the passing cars, I looked down,at the grey road I was skating on,  to avoid my insecurities, to hide them...! I didn't want to be reminded, to be reminded of this glass that's been stuck, glued to my face. The tall glass, the mirror you can't see, the one without a reflection, the empty one with nothing in store. One mirror, one mirror that w